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2010 OCT babies.

2011-01-05T12:13:00.011+08:00

since I wrote in the previous post..that I will b posting on the Birthday posts.
yeah~ here it is. LOL. though is really late but still I wanner post it. :P
Things were goin very well on my bday....

It was such an honour that my auntChristy (chic n sleek) made my dress in 2weeks time. usually I have to wait like a month to get my dresses. since it was my bday I guess thats why she was quick. XD

sexy backless dress (checked)
makeup (checked)
hair (checked)
bookings (checked)
Wine (checked)
Peoples (checked)

tada~! here am I..waiting for my chauffeur XD

It was still early.....waiting for the late humans = Malaysians culture. haha
alil bit of camwhore <3>

the first human appear~ the SoyaBean.

a picha with myson~ XD

was having a shoot with teikhoe, and soya ruin the picha. ><"

okay~ this is better. :)

the arrival of the love birds. ^^

and introduce to you mybolly biatch~
why I name her bolly because v both somehow has the same interest in bollywoods. haha.

my babycyan~ knew her since primary. is like 15yrs of friendship. i love her. XD

the ladies~

we just love lollipops~ XD

suzy in the house~!

and here comes babycarmen~ mylove mygoodhusband.

the goodhusband the goodwife

cheers ppl. is myday~ XD

they were checking out the Nina Gracia's lookbook baby present me. XD

having some study in the club~ lol

here the ends of my bday post. :) i was drunk by the end of the night..painting the town red. lol
and my fren just name me SofaQueen. eventually I was dancing on the sofa..lol.

next post will b justin's bday. wheeeeeee~ chao ppl.

xoxo
cyrus.

LOLx

2010-11-03T03:59:00.003+08:00

such a lazy human im~
i admit that im lazy in blogging, thats why i have been stop doing it like ages...

a glimpse of an eye, is already my last sem in the uni life...
thats why i must b back to blog, so people and my love ones could keep in touch with every bits of my life.

so im goin to start back with my birthday post and my son's bday post!!

i'm back :)

2010-06-14T14:32:00.003+08:00

beloved people button has something to type on. lolx

things has change alot.
people around changed..
wardrobe changed...
life changed...
style changed...
gadgets changed...
attitude changed....
behaviour changed....
time changed....

just got to realize that frens of mine has changed alot..
on the outside it was still her or him...
but on the inside...there burried an evil spirit of her or him..
maybe is because of their will desire / passion that made them changed..

new sem has just started..
im now in sem2 year3 d...which means im getting nearer to the hectic life of making money..
whenever im still a student, ppl tend to see me standing in the immature circle..
which no single one will perceived that you are a grown up..
i have tried to defend, but still no one understands..
students arent immature please dont underrestimate them.

whereas in the name of love,
i really dont understand this concept that why do men who has girlfrens, still mingle around and cause trouble?

i asked one of my fren, and he told me this..
"whenever men go out and play, they still come home for their wifes, but whenever women go out and play, they will leave with a better man and never come home"
hahahaha....
it sounds kind of true though..

life been boring lately, but sometimes is happening...
anyway it is not in a flow oso..i want it in a flow..
sometimes bored sometimes hectic..can get brain struck u know :(
thats why im blogging now, which u can see the post is not even in a flow..haha
im having brain freeze..sobzz..

here i end with my recent look..and my new eyes. :)

xoxo loves button.

another disappointment.

2010-03-31T03:39:00.003+08:00

SERIOUSLY I need to update my blog. ><"
but how to??? with an effing lag line...which DC like every 5minutes!!!
but it only stable like 3am in the morning!!!?
ohhhh...god. FML..!

been facing sophisticated things lately...
can anyone answer me...why it has to b sophisticated to deal with...??? cant it be easy..!!!
babymatt told me...to fuck the god..cz GOD made things sophisticated!!!
lolx....fucking GOD is a SIN..I wouldnt do tht..:P

whereas on the other hand..
my cells of stupidity arouse again..
wht I did was...controling myself from falling too easily..
the fact is I just dont wanna repeat anything stupid like in the past..
histories are not meant to be repeated!!!
I know how to do when it comes to advice others..but when it was on myself.. I just fuck it with stupidity..@@

What I thought thruly was...."we are just friends."
I dont see theres any chemis between us.....though v can b effing sweet in cyber conversations.
I dont wanna be pushy like other girls...cause I'm different!!!!
If he does wants it, he will definitely COME for it.
maybe I was just one of his preys....
he is such an insecure piece of shit....
anyway...I miss You

here are the Problems with guys:

If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. If you love him, he'll leave you.
If you cheat, u expect it to be over. If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance.
If you break a promise, you can't be trusted,if he breaks it, he had to. Either way, girls never win.Just face it girls.

conclusion, we girls just have to bear with all this fucking shits...nowonder centuries ago..MEN rules. Wifeys just being pathetics..!! lolx

this is the recent me. sorry for being lost like ages..:P

The Terms Discriminations!

2010-02-02T16:04:00.003+08:00

first of all..Sorry frens, I've not been updating Button lately.
And traffics is dropping oso..
Since new sem started....nvr stop doing stuffs before..Slept late all nights..
Dehydrated to the MAXimum!!!...................

just got to be free this few days..and off again to Assignments and research..
Really got to manage my time properly..
Each and Every minutes are just so precious to me now.
Just felt like I dont wanna missed anything.

OK back to the title..
Being discriminated alot lately..
Discriminates me

that I am free..[students are free somtimes only!]
That I am Wasting..
That I am REBELious~~!
that I am Effing spoilt child...!!!!!
That i am fucking princess..........
that I am fucking CHildish.............
that I am not considerate...................
That I dont understand the outer world...
that I have got alot to learn....!!!!

Mayb I am more even better than you do....
You are just having....

the King Attitude
The control freak..
the non considerate one..
the psycho one
the MAX egoistic person.......
extremely overly assesive confident piece of shit...
the never appreciate one...
the weird one...
the demander!
the illusioniser.....haha

urghhhh....why on earth you just dont try to understand simple stuffs. but yet you always says I dont understand..!! yala..I am dumb. a DUMBass.
You are the one who dont see the world Differently...
Always base on your concepts...

The Drama Queen is not happy now~~! T___T
And shes always out to clubs to destress..IS NOT a good thing you know.

lastly STOP discriminating..try to respect a little, and mayb you will see the world differently and REALISE of how beautiful the world is....=.='''

hmmmm...ends of sad cases..
here are some pictures of the BACK TO SCHOOL night at Barroom.^^
Everytime ppl heard of this event they will tink of..KAWAII cute japan students with flip skirts and Bows..
If theres students there should b teachers too right?
Guess what..drama Queen dress as a Teacher..
And for sure shes with a ruler to do some punishment..and a pencil for demerits jot down..haha
here are some pictures...
Forget to bring my CAMEra..and just few pics of me..sobzz..

how was my oufit ppl..?? lolx.
ok ppl...gotta chao d.....
i swear I will update more..

xoxo
cyrus.

arghhhhh

2010-01-26T09:58:00.004+08:00

line is EFFING lagged for me to blogged.....
gonna update Button soon...I back to home sweet home.

XOXO
lovecyrus.

Things I wanted...

2010-01-15T13:51:00.004+08:00

I have been wanting alot of things lately..

tangible and intangible wanted stuffs...
As in How do we get Tangible stuffs...? and the answer is all bout MONEY $$!!
Whereas intangible would be something that you feel with ur heart not something that you feel with ur senses or something that can be seen.

Humans just had not enough of the stuffs around them..though is already alot enough..
hmmm...maybe that all humans are greedy....
like me..i am effingly greedy in everything......but mostly it kenot be food cause I dont wanna be obesse..! haha..^^v

Tangible stuffs I wanted badly..

More gorgeous outfits. cz I want to be "dressed to kill" haha..
a LG crystal fon..but I already got a BB.
a collections OF all sexy colors BRAs..haha. been tempted with triumph newest butterfly bra..lolx
an EYE job...effingly sick with my single eyelid eyes..aiks.
A vaio netbook.....vaio lappy been not good lately. sobzzz..
A set of new bedroom furniture..must b all in white..
MORe heels!

Actually tangible stuffs was not that I really whine for..I could just get it whenever I wanted to..if thrs $$$$$!!

but actually is all bout intangible stuffs that I really wanted....somehow..is hard to get.
you cant get it with $$..

wanted a Cuddle in a cozy night.
someone to care when I am down.
just wish tht ppl could Only chill with me for sometime but not clubbing.
a heart to heart talk!!!!
HOnesty..
true Love..........
someone to miss me often..instead of me missing them.
being appreciated by tht someone.
having more understanding frens.
Fantasies!!..^^
wanted a REsponsible yet sourceable grpmate......!!!!!!
a SweetHeart.
a reliable person...i dont wanna b the one to rely on..but relying on someone is NICE.
some attention...and everybody will like.."wheres Shan!! how is she?" if iam being MIA..[missing in action] ^^
lastly..LESSER annoying people...please.........!!!! life being miserable with them..aihh..

as you can see..I am kind of Demanding girl...
I demand alot of stuffs which...not everyone can fulfill it...
the most I demanded for was HONESTY but..in the world now is everything bout REALITY..
everyday you will just get reality hit....and it make u go like this ".................................."
and I called that Brain Freeze..
but then...being cruel wasnt tht nice..ppl just talk behind ur back..
but what I did was always the best for ALL..not my ownself...........
I hope sem reopens..theres some changes..which I will appreciate it..
last sem still there is disappoinment....
maybe its always beyond my expectations..
I will try not to be cruel...................................but please be Gan Jeong with the works..
I dont wanna b bad..and I will be nice. lovelove.

Hell Days Soon.

2010-01-05T15:00:00.002+08:00

Not blogging lately...
Sitting infront of Lappy and TV everyday....but not blogging
Missing someone lately....but not blogging bout it.
Having mind Gaming recently...thats why not enough brain cells to blog.
Conclusion...enjoying Holi Day....so blog after Holi Day.^^

but it was tiring and boring..........
tiring due to those mindgames.........
boring due to...I have NO DATEs..T___T

Maple Darl..is preparing for her Exams in Kayelle..
Carmen Baby is Sick like hell.........................................
Seeyan Dear has been MIA lately...................................
Pohsim is in Genting working her ass off!.........................
Justin is in lokap aka HOME...................................................
TengTeng do no doing wht...seems like having Rehab..hahahah..
Susu got no $$$ to shop with me........

Been thinking of all this stuffs lately..but did not realize that I need to head back to the Hell place in not more than 2weeks...Wtf man!

Sems Reopens equals to...

Coping with new syllabus.
Getting an idea of new subject.
be Prepare for On the Spot presentation.
Choosing Team member. i guess is mean Snatching! lolx
Get ur Team ready and is assignment time.
Impress ur Tutor.
Tutorialsssss.
Wake up early in morning.
Stuck in kampar!
Scheduled time for Kampar frens and Ip frens. aihhh...
Always find for transport back to Ipoh. [baby! haha]
Be a bad Person. Rushing members to finish work fast!!! Complaining. [ppl just dont like it. but I have to b like that if not..v are not gonna b on time for submittion of works..! >"<]
Worst Job still...the Editor!
Praying hard for Frens to get car stickers. no need walk to school.
Lack of Sleep.
Time to b back into the Sin practice. lolx..
No Homecook food. living in the hell of Maggi. haha..

Hell Right??? hmmmmmm....
What to do...is the life of studying.. and i am so gonna miss it when i am bout to work in future.
Craiiiii....!!! Being a student was fun.. you could enjoy student PRICE student Privelleges student HoliDays...

hmmm....mind me crapping. cz i really dono wht to blog.
guess being lazy was a Sin tht i am in love with. heee.......
lots pichas to upload..but all are in FB..
pergi FB tengok la..k. ^^

Anyway...I miss you, I miss him, I miss her, I miss them, I miss us and I dont wanna miss a thing.

xoxo
Cyrus
iknowyouloveme

Lovelove.

2009-12-20T23:56:00.006+08:00

Sorry people..been lazy lately and oso busy..
from the first day Came back to IPoh...I already went to party all night..
Next day...slept till noon...n then was relaxing...heheh
and at nite I need to attend my forever responsible Fren..Johnson it was a mini celebration for his birthday in Kampar.
and I drove all the way to Kampar...aiks..*dangerous* lolx.
then...came back n slept till the next noon again..
awwww...the nights continues..
A fren dated me, cause he had not date me before since v chatted few years back.lolx.
went out again.....
Daddy was nagging... I gotta feeling that I will b grounded. hahahahaha
but no la.
Sat and Sun...was being a good girl. hehehehehe...nvr go out. lolx..
but bored me till death leh....ish~~~!

anyway here are some pichas..

Color Me Corby.♥

2009-12-12T20:22:00.010+08:00

Since the title is Color Me Corby.. I tink Corby should colored my Life...haha..
Not me writing here of how colorful my life is...anyway.
Me here was trying out this Contest to win a complimentary entry to the Color Me Corby Carnival...and grab myself one Corby can?. huhuhu..

Hmmmm....
Why isit when Mylife nw is not that colorful..but I am ask to post something of how colorful my life is...!!!!!!! wtf.

Lets start with..Life wasn't that Colorful since the day I came out from Mom's Vagina. ^^
....First day on 22nd October 1988 in the Maternity ward..
Three things I see...but none of them are colorful...
I was like wtf..mom You brought me to a colorless world? lolx...[mind me..it was illusionnise.>"<]

Everywhere is WHITE.
Plus Some Black. [black n white century??lolx..their hair are black..wht else?]
A weird looking yellowish not that goodlooking man looking at me.. I was like..???? [obviously is DAD. LOL]

New Born Babies ward....At last I see something with colors around..
But too much la...!! and I went like that..

Aiks.........mind me ppl..above are all craps bout baby seeing colors. hahahah..
Actually as According to Doctors -"It's a myth that newborn babies are colour-blind. They can see colour, but it does develop over the coming months."

hehehehehehehhehe....^^v

What and Who brings colors in mylife...I wonder..since when I realize that Life is colorful and Who brought it into me???
hmmmmmmmmmm....
First of all I met him.............
and then I met her...................
and then him again......................
and then.....her and him and her.................
It goes on like a Cycle. wtf.

But I still hasn't met the Colorful Mr.Right which I recommend him to be "Pampering, sexy and macho" which it will sparkles Colors Whenever I sees him and I will not get bored with.
*dreaming*??????? Usually do la..!!! hahahah..

Of course My parents Brought me to this beautiful colorful world!
They gave me courage to walk and OUT of the house..clubbing all night. hahahah....

I am a good child la...As in out of the house to see that...life isn't that dull with Greenish grass..Blue-ish Skies....Exclude non freshening river but after all its still colorful [Yellowish muddy kind] its still a color..wtf LOL.

Discovering Colors in life is like...You just got to know that thr's still hope when things just went wrong.
Everytime I have Love problems but not relationship problems..cz I am not into one YET.
Who wants me????..but that person must be colorful. hahahaha...perhaps a CLOwn?
Baby is always here for me..I call her whenever I needs a chat..

She will entertain me sial wan la.... sometimes it feels kinda customer service..hahaha
but Whos gonna waste their time..on phone..receiving radio actives thru the brains and back to the phone and again thru the brains..can get cancer eh!!!! hahaha..
One of all Baby Carmen will do.
She hear me cries, hear me Craps, Hear me toking Meaningly to her, hear me shouting, hear me whining, hears my Illusionnise stuffs, Thou I am always Lame but she still hears me. thankyou my PinkElephant. lolx.

Thirdly was BabyYanny. Though shes not always here for me. But she do hears me with no comments. lolx...

Though is all Black but her Eyes always Sparkles with colors..which can be seen by love ones only.

Everytime I sees her... it seems like Stress, complications, confusions, just faded away without me even notice their existence.
Yanny see how powerful you are?????? lolx..
Macam itu SamHoe in Gong Sam Kai? lolx "GuanYin Yanny" shud call you this..hahahaha
Seeing her is like....no PRoblems hanging in your Mind.
b4 meeting her..I was like...I have alot to complaint..but ended up we share happy moments that did happen b4 in our life..!!! by repeating the same story and laughing the samething. lolx.

Fourthly was Him.....
Whom I can get off my Eyes everytime I sees him..or neither get my Hands off him.
Living with him was a Bliss...
As he gave me Entertainment, Laughters, introduce me to alot of frens, brought colors into mylife..
Hes just so mesmorizing.....
Isnt he????
hehehehehehehe..

My Mr.Lappy Vaio. [Named Lappy Surname Vaio] ignores the honey stars. lolx..^^ was just capturing how huge ecopack was..^^hee....

Fifthly...was..a bunch of colorful frens.
Who have different kind of Attitudes showing colors..!!! Though some of them..always show face color. [direct translate frm canto "pei min sik"]
lolx...frens ma..need to tolerate abit. hmmmmm.....

Some loves Pink..MY effing favourite color.^^v
Some whos always in BLACK!!!!
Some who has no sense of color combination..
Some who dress like a Whore...
Some of them who Just love one weird color..Green and dressed from top to toe green.. [My cousin sis..!!! hahahahahaha]
Some of which who Hates PINK..but started to realize that..pink arent that bimbo. it resembles SWEETness! ^^ and that came out with all kinds of accuses that Why she suddenly wore pink..or why did she Bought tht Pink stuffs..lolx.
Some of them Just love Divas color..Gold and Red. who doesnt likes them..^^
..I was the only one who loves Blue ...because everytime I buy dresses or anything..it always turns out to be blue..turquoise. Which I always declares that..PINK was my favourite. lolx.
Some of them who Just love Purple which always reminds me of Brinjal. hahaha.. everytime I see people in ALL dressed Purple and he/she is short.. arent thy look like Brinjal????????
Lastly..Theres always so effing much to Write...when you are bout to write how many colors are thr in your life? Who ressembles which color?

MyLOVE..MyDRUG..MyEverything & My Life's Colors.

My Epic KittyMiao. ^^

My Precious ones......
From pictures...you just can see...how much colors they have bring into mylife!!!!

hmmmmmm......As I knw wht I hav learned from Kindergarden - Secondary..
That theres Seven Main colors which Have in Rainbow..[red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet]

But you will always see only 3colors [Red Blue Yellow]^^ correct me if I am wrong. >"<
I sucks in Science. that is why I ended up in Business.@@
anyway...I would like to end the post here..
Life arent that Colorful when you're lonely...with one thoughts, one sided mind, one illussion, one brain.
That is Why we need Family and Frens. They provides colors mentally..
By giving us support, hope, courage, and LOVE.

At first I was like..what to write eh??? aiya...just crap and give it a try la.^^
and Now I am Satisfied with the post...thought it only tells bout Martin and Tracy, Carmen and Yanny. ^^
Just four of them....I already feels Colorful in mylife. Not to forget.....Pohsim my Osim..lolx

and not to forget the four of us too.......my bimboloves.
[pohsim,babycarmen,babyyanny]

I guess I really need to get back to Study d..
Just Got to rmbr that the Colorless PM is waiting for me to munch him..>"<

and is very obvious that..MY Corby color goes to......................
PINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Girlish Color..Sweetest Color.....Comfort Color..and and and..bimbo color. wtf..>"<

xoxo Cyrus

Four More Days.

2009-12-12T15:34:00.005+08:00

Four more days to live???????????????? lolx....

Been Freaking Lazy plus Hectic week of munching Notes...>"<
its only 3 freaking papers but..........
I still feel like in the long sem of 6 effing subjs to sit for... Uugghhhhhhhhhh......

Here I present you.. 20 effing things I did at the moments of munching notes.

I mirror myself like 84567654times a day!!! thats lot..!! @@
I peel off dead skins on my precious face...it was Freaking eFFing dry...mom where are your herbal teas????
500 to 700 skippings a day.. thats a must.
A moment of black out..dreaming looking at mini spiders crawling here n thr. Ewww...
Doll up myself just for camwhore...! lolx..thts bimbotic..
Other than munching note..I munch the whole big pack of Munchies Crunchy Oats Choco in two weeks...lolx.. wasted in doing skippings. ><"
Having fashion show in my Room..trying out mix n match clothes to wear to exam.. that is so bimbo man.....wtf.
Painting Nails...*is a must..* hahaha..
U-zapping with Osim........bergegar sambil belajar..lolx
Talk to myself....*scary huh..*
Forcing ownself to sleep even I cnt sleep..Noted:*its in the afternoon k*
Wondering all day...what I should shop..but not What I should Study.. T__T
Keep on Viewing on facebook eventhough everyone is busying studying.. and thr's no UPDATEs at all...
Keep changing Fb's Profile pic..but no one commented on it..sobz.
Updated BANYAK status with Questions..no RESPONse oso...
Viewed..Nobody by Wonder Girls MV..trying on the steps of the SExay dance..ahahahahha guess wht. failed...! as I am not a Natural born dancer. *blush*
Flirting on the internet trying to get a handsome dude..hahaha as wht kennysia says his previous Expiry-ss were from the internet..! wheres mine nw????????
Inhaling TigerBalm like nobody's business..[if mom knws bout it..she will think I sdg Drug-ing..!!!] ><"
Played Sudoku..which is in my BB..! I do have one in Book type..but devices are better. ^^v
Lastly....... Called Mom just to tell her...What I want to buy once I reached home! Mom says...you byk masa arrr..? study still tinking of shopping.! sorry mom..but studying always reminds me of what to buy..ahahaha..

Thats ridiculously Wasting time...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thats Why I am so Fuckup with my E-Commerce paper today..! >"<

AND number 2ne1 : I browse thru pichas in my Album and find some freaking ugly picha to PS.

arghhhhh...you can see how ridiculous me of fully utilizing THE precious time that is Meant for study...

Oh..nowonder God dont even bless me d. T__T I am sorry..
What I read doesnt came out..What I planned..aiks.. Is what I did Skipped..came out.

Ok I guess I need to get my ass back to study..or can I sleep..?
Pengajian Malaysia paper due on Mon!! hmmmm...I have not more than 48hours only.
Ohhhh....but MrZhao's son dated me for Hi-Tea..

XOXO Cyrus.

My Forever Epicious Poser.

2009-11-27T17:22:00.010+08:00

Having in mind Wondering whose "MY" epicious poser? lolx...

the Epicious Poser was also named ATM.
Whats ATM?? haha..
FYI...ATM = Act Too Much.

Having her in ANYones' life is a blast.
She gaves laughter to everyone.
Which I may sometimes felt LAME...hahaha..
cause Mayb I was bored with her already. >_<" After her 20th birthday She claimed herself to everyone that shes MATURING!!!!
Do you really beliefs that? LOLX.
A innocent kid for SO LONG TIME is maturing... lolx.. MAYbe she learned lessons d.^^
Maturing as in 2reasons.......like wht she wrote in her declaring site>>FB

Days before her bday...she declares in FB AGAIN!!! tht she was in a relationship.
And made alot of us mistaken tht she was...with a GIRL. lolx...that was stupidity that v got Cheated. WTF!!!
Was like really OMGWTF!!!
Cause I thought she was L or it can b said BI. lolx.
I am normal at these stuffs cause thr are quite a num that I knew are Lesbos.
There always a NO problem in making frens with lesbo or having to find out tht ur fren is a lesbo. ^^
B.T.W....Lesbo are fucking sexay. hahaha...
Sorry Jia..for mistaken you as one. ><" As v found out on her Bday that her currently in a relationship which was a girl is a HAMSTER! that was effing shock and ridiculous like her wht ATM usually do. ><" Hahaha...

Ok...nw lets let the pichas do their job..^^

The Epicious LeongJiaYii's way of blowing the Magic Candles..lolx
Just see how Epic she can be..

At last MagicCandles was blown off....

fyi...above was a tipucase bday celebration....inorder to succeed our..surprise.
we just cincai did a celebration for her..and she wasn't tht satisfied..cz it was just Random..ntg special...hahaha..

The real special Surprise celebration begins..here..

Ini ialah OhOh..the photographer who always refuse to take a pic of her ownself..lolx

Me and the pretties. Ming n Rui

Preparation of the Candles...

Can read...?

a Pre phototaking..b4 the main actress appears..

After that....Everyone was so excited..like they're in their childhood time..playing bubbles. lolx

Here she is...The Epic Jia

we dare her to blow off eveything with just once gasp of air...or else her Wishes wouldnt come true..haha..

The announcement of her HuaiDan which turns out to be a HAMSTER...!!!!! WTF..=.='''

Another Surprise Gift..

The Cupcakes was a surprise too...

FireCrackers Session...
Everyone was so CHILDREN-ish! lolx...

I dono why...sony cybershots..just cnt seem to take proper steady pichas...under yellowish street lights.. WTF man..! >"<
hmmmm....anyone knws why??????
heres liling and me

lolx...another blurcase..
frm left..Prudence. O.pohyee. peiwah.Yinyin

Lets end the post..with me and OhOh..^^
Westlake was such a relaxing + cozy place to clear minds..lolx..excludes the DIRTY LAKE WATER!!!

I know I've been not blogging since 9876456centuries...Wtf..
Mind me la...for being such lazy..
Humans nature...hahahaha...
hopefully this post satisfies everyone..^^
this post was a pending one..and the actual posted date was..8thDec.^^

~xoxo cyrus~

At last.

2009-11-22T01:54:00.003+08:00

I got my BB d.^^
weee~~~~~!!
but for one fucking whole day....I still using my BB bimbotically. ><" Arghhhhhhh......why am I so Bimbo?? or isit BB's function were complicated? lolx. but then I cant access FB and MSN.....how come? I guess I need to carry my Fucking ass back to CELCOM centre. ><"

next post.........................

the forever Epic Jia's Birthday. ^^ huhu..

You mydrug.

2009-11-15T18:44:00.004+08:00

Another random post.
Life just seems Dull lately.
Nothing to post off....
Or Mayb I am lifeless......^^
Or there is really pending posts but I am just lazy to blog bout it. lolx.

But I am goin to get my BB tml at celcom.

and it will be officially mydrug by tml.^^ weee...~~~!
then I can have wifi every way I go..
IM everywhr I go...
email......everywhr I go..
this will be Damn COOL.
cooller than any other SE satio or AIno..><"
Though thy have the coollest megapixels ever..Aino=8mp SEsatio=12.1mp

Whts with those you need if you already have a SONY cybershot focus 8.1mp

lolx....and btw SE fons sucks la...
Me as a loyal SE user for like more than 10years...
and till now I really cant bear with its Siao-ness. lolx

hopefully tml will be myDAY...
which erything goes smoothly and the way I wanted it to be....
Wish me luck...
in Consuming DRUGs. lolx.

lolx...thats all...chao!!!!!^^

Son's 21st Birth Day

2009-11-12T21:00:00.005+08:00

Looking at ma fucking young FACE!! hehe.. do you tink I have a son??? ahahahah...
today is my son's birthday.
somehow I did not attend to his celebration. What a bad mom am I. lolx

As a Goodmom sure got preparations la. hehehe.....
I did not went to the STeamboat because I was on diet. Restrictions to FOOD after 5pm. T____T

Kesian......
but I did ordered him cupcakes. 25cupcakes..moreover its his 21st birthday. ^^
SEE..how good am i....hehehe..

it will be a surprise.
First they will be enjoying their steamboat.
2nd...by the time thy are finishing. THE BITCH MOM appear. wahahha...[noted thts wht he called me cause hes son of a bitch!]

then....seeing those cupcakes...like ntg gonna happen.
and out of sudden...the master made cream cake appear!!! wahahha...

okay....this is wht I imagined la..but dono it will work anot.
^^ hopefully he appreciated the mom's plan. huhu

okay...here I present you ma son of a bitch!!!

isnt he Cunningly Cute?????...=.='''' hahahahahaha...

10.59pm. just finish celebration. ^^
and guess what the fact is...IT WORKS. ahahahaha...
kenalah KAO KAO myson. lolx.

no title

2009-11-12T15:00:00.006+08:00

"HUMANs ARE GREEDY and SELFISH!"

I am greedy as in "I crave for love"
BUT
I am not selfish. I shower love to everysingle person that derserve for.

In another way I'm selfish.
I dont share stuffs especially stuffs I LIKE
even if its already useless.

conclusion
I am a TOTAL BIATCH.
LOVE ME HUMANs! ^^

Ma Bitch Face!!! People just hates it. but I totally LOVEs it.

just a random post. lolx.

My very 21st

2009-11-07T22:01:00.011+08:00

As I promised...the Birthday post!!! ^^

What I did on my VERy 21st was..having a SlumberParty in Grandkampar hotel.
which thts the ONLY hotel in Kampar place where I study...!! dont look down on it eh..its 5STAR ppl!!!
hahaha...

See!! its 5star..look chio right? hehe..

Set everything up..speakers..liquers..snacks..makeups..and BALloons.

guests arrived around 10.30pm...which the party shud start at 10pm..lolx
Malaysian culture as always..LATE! ^^

less words less craps less toking...way to PIchas..

Liquers for the Night..^^

Before party starts...abit of CAMWHORE...^^ as maple named me camwhore queen..lolx

the Pajamas for the night..its Pink.^^ love it.

With my lovey dovey kids bloaster..

Me and JellyLing..lolx. her new name after Jesslyn.

The Forever epic Jiayii..

The Surprise session. As thanks to my Goodboy who join the birthday celebration together ^^ he surely deserved a surprise for being the Goodboy...
He told me, that he was nearly fall into tears....cz of those 25adorable cupcakes I bought him. At first he was told by me that v will be sharing cakes..lolx..
surprise right??

My Forever NancyChong's cake.
My birthday cakes were ordered from her since Young..
What a loyal Customer..!! haha

The Surprise cupcakes.

The Goodboy aka Justin aka Boss and me The dramaButton. hahaha..

The forever lovely Baby...came all the way from Ipoh fetching my NancyChong's cake.
I love You baby..

classmates...

The Bunch of Bithces from Group7...lolx..
mind me please..!!^^

The true Friend[in purple] I mentioned in FB. If you did update my FB status..
If nope..fuck la....!! lolx..

my SonOfaBitch and Penangmui.^^

The Drunkard and the Half drunk me. were forced to wear that SExay erk...=.=|||
Not sexay I perhaps Pajamas present by the Bitches..lolx
The Birthday Boy...I have no comment. ><" I dont even speak to him long enough..and Die he chuck his Fucking body on the bed d. lolx.. Hes too kind to drink everything that cheers from his BROS..!!!!

again the Bitches and me The Bossbitch. hahaha...

AhGirl and the girlfriend...on the right.

Let me present you Boyboy...also came all the way From ipoh..^^
thankyou again. lolx..i Know I did say alot of times d.
And one more thing..Thanks for the Kissed. lolx [readers you got me?? if you did keeptrack my previous post you shud knw..] (If nope...then fuck la..dont bother to read the previous one oso...)

Baby and ahboy.

AGAIN!!!

The Ending picture before I drunk my ass into the Cozy Bed..lolx.
Look at my Fucking FACE!!! Swollen! Tomato! and....I am *speechless*

After this picture taken..I was Packing stuff with and keep on scolding people. lolx.
Some commented I was aggressive that night. As I did bitchslapped Some of them..
wahahahahaha....

LOLX...but Did you observed..I mean to my guests. I did slapped ppl. but most of them I gave kiss leh...only to my lovely ones.
I think...i bitched slapped people who I dislike. lolx..REALITY HIT huh???? hahaha...

I can nw tell you that The DramaQueen BitchSlaps people when shes Drunk. SO *Enemies*out there if you see I am a lil Tipsy..."RUnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!" ok???

As for BABY the special one. I kissed her and then I slap her. lolx...baby slap me too. We are BFFs..who cares..!!!!

Surviving

2009-11-04T18:48:00.003+08:00

Been real hectic these few days..
Skipping classes...
Facing walls dreaming...
Wondering why can a person like me...stuck here. she shud be rotting with baby.
But......baby is busy with her.......!! which I might not have the priority..

life's been DRamaless...and how could this survive me??
Lock myself in the room...just to finish the upcoming presentation due this friday.
AND..another presentation due this friday too..

AND.......midterm on thursday[5/11]
and........International Marketing presentation on Friday same goes to Ecommerce presentation.
ANDddd.....Ecommerce midterm on Saturday[7/11]
MOREover....Ecommerce official Assignment due on Tuesday [10/11]

Ohhhh...GOD! spare us more time please...><"
Few days Back...there is this news toking bout 3UTAR students drowned in a waterfall somewhr near Kampar..
One of the student name James..which we do not know each other..drowned.
Somehow..I knew who he was.. I still remember...of all students in the canteen I have stare at. Hes the only one replies me with a welcoming smile.
Thats really kind of him. Fuck la...this is wht we call RESPECT ma. ><" whts with others...with the LCLY I DONT KNOW YOU look!!!!!???
How could such a nice guy..passaway on a young age..??
sometimes..I wonder, things are beyond our control.
May you rest in peace James.

Been wondering lately.... since I just felt that I doesnt seems to be important to anyone.
because....I am not rich, I am not Intelligent, I am not pretty, I am not profitable, I am not those fragile kind of girl which I am on the inside.

or MAYB I just need attention...
how do I get attention?? What if one day...I disappeared from the world.
Will there be people who do not care my existence started missing me?
My mom n dad definitely will miss like hell...lolx.
baby sure will cry like a river...
but...will be those ppl who hate me who do not care my existence who betrayed me whom I do not knw miss my existence?

I do good for ppl..but I just dont feel that wht I did is appreciated.
Why do I need to look so strong infront of ppl??
Thats because I donot wants ppl to get worried of me or...giving them trouble.
MAybe I need to stand on myself..!!
Conclusion...I just need someone stand by my side..
I am sorry that once a while...we need to be selfish. T______T

ACTUALLY....what is life??

My very First Bodyart.

2009-10-31T23:38:00.006+08:00

Being 21st...is EVERYthing of being FIRSTtime..haha..
21st d...its time to try things which you wanted to but dont dare to..lolx
Its been a while I wanted to have a Tattoo d..
I always say bout it...but selalu ended cakap KOSONG!! haha..
and MrJJ always doubted tht...T___T

No doubt anymore JJ...^^ You were the one who Accompany me to tatt....

I am really proud of myself that I could bear with the needles that when thru my Soft skin..*cheh wah!!* hahahaahah...

At first it wasnt that pain at all....as it was just 3needles doing their job. lolx...thats what JJ told me..heee....

The tatt was on the back of my SHOULder. and I cant really see whats happening but just feeling the coolness of the ink and the pain which is unbearable after one hour. ><"

By the time of coloring part...It was freaking fucking pain!!!!... and JJ was laughing seeing my squinched face...bearing with the pain... swt!! It took me almost 3hours to complete just a small size tatt. compare to the ones on JJ's body one of them took the time from 9pm to 5am...@@! hahaha....
Sitting thr 3hours...my butt oso NUMB!!..=.='''

FYI...my BABY! I dont think she can bear with the pain ...she sure jeritjerit wan!!

ACT. by the end its all worth it..... wht I tatt was 3sakura flowers with some petals and its in pink..^^ enjoy with this pictures..first.^^ its kinda swollen nw..!!

With flash..

without flash

sexy huh?? lolx

this LAGI SEXAyy..haha

AddOn.
readers...you must be thinking..tattoo is not an ordinary bodyart which you can rub it off whenever you like right? why would I tatt a sakura...

hmmmm....first of all
cause its pink in color...which was my favourite
and erytime when ppl sees pinkcolor...1st pop in mind is feminity, 2nd girlish, 3rd princess, 4th BIMBO, 5th....I LOVE IT.^^ lolx

Second of all..
pink sakura resembles feminity, and To ME..sakura was prettiest flower among all. agree???

BTW..been pending alot of post lately..thanks to STREAMYX!!!!!! line lambat like HELL..
loading pictures like a KURAKURA!!! ....ish..I nak POTONG ni!!..*geram*

next post. my birthday pictures.^^

21st ever

2009-10-23T23:09:00.003+08:00

Ytd was the very first day I became 21st.
It means I am official grownup. lolx. MOM dad did you see this?
second, dont worry that I am like a kiddo who dont knw anything.
third, give me a key and I can unlock the door myself. ^^ hahaha..

Ytd nite was also the Slumber Party Nite.
It was specially made inconjunction with Justin's birthday.
Everyone was manage to make it to the Party...and I am really really happy.

Thankyou to all of you who had manage to come. and also the unexpected ones.
Theres a really special thing I did on my 21st....my firstkiss was taken. and hes a cute guy...hahaha.. [wht? 21st only threw her firstkiss away????]
FYI. I am single all the time and available too. but is just only fate that matters. maybe I am not meant to have a boyfriend to sayang me. lolx.

trust me YES or trust me NOT? lolx.....the story continues on my birthdayparty post. heheheheheh.....

Result Day.

2009-10-20T21:37:00.005+08:00

That particular day was the day which I planned a SOLO shopping. lolx. solo sounds better than lonely. As FYI....none of my babies are in town...!! so when I need to SHOP it means I need to!!!

Wht to do??? Shop alone lo...!!! ><"

Before I get myself ready....I went on to surf the net. In conjunction to check whether the sucky results is out anot. I have the feeling that it will come out these few days.. And what a lucky day...it came out on my SHOPPING day. I saw...and felt relief of no need me to pay RM750 for a repeat. hehehe... so it is really TIME for shopping.

First. I need to find PJ for my birthdayparty. and I got two of them.. this is What a shoppaholic is like...they will never get enough of just buying ONE! and they will ended up buying stuffs which is not on their budget list..right?? hahahah...and thats ME!! ^^ I ended up buying a total of RM150 in F.O.S which thrs a rebate of RM50. means..I'd spend a total of RM100 on these stuffs.....

hawtttt

This is not a Pajamas. but mom says it looks like. ><"

with a matching boxer..woohoo. again sales girl pasal...showing me tht thrs a matching boxer. ><"

Second. I thought of buying some korean makeup products BBcream. and I ended up in Etude House with a flow off of RM72

Third. I need to buy lashes falsies. Its stated on the list I brought. but the MissShoppaholic ended up buying a makeup case and 2falsies[fake hair]. ><" Fuck..! help me....T_T

the falsies looks scary here><" but it looks nice when you wear it. hehe

Fourth. I passed by Elianto..and I was just goin thr to see if thrs any new nail polish colors. and the sales girl was like matching colors for me...as in...wht color put on the fingernails and wht will goes on the toenails tht match. And guess wht..I ended buying 2color><" which cost me RM20. oh god....whr are you when I cant control myself?

thats a hair wax bought from watson. i need wax. ><" all girls need wax. =.=''' who dont? hahah..

And baby..if you were here..i think I am goin to buy more. hahaha..

here I end my shopping list. ^^

Hectic Days.

2009-10-16T19:43:00.005+08:00

First. Been painting my room these days...really fucking tiring. ><" but its worth it. cause the color is PINK and WHITE. weee~~~!!

Second. Havent rebel since the first day of break..><" loser right??!!! hmmmmmmm.... anyway...starting to. but is in a wrong time....

Third. sem3 is goin to start d... and I really really seriously need to brush up my CGPA which has drop drastically...T__T

Fourth. anyway...I guess I just need to live normal..cant expect anything which I wanted it to be. cause life is short and you just dont have any power to control something that you Fuckingly wanted. ><"

Fifth. have you ever seen tranformer??

Sixth. what I'm goin to do...for my coming 21 is... Transforming this........

into.......

this........
Seventh. Do you think is goin to work?? hahahaha...

Eight. do you trust me?

Nineth&Lastly. Then......better keep tracking Button to check out the transformed room of mine...hehe ^^

The Keys to Baby's Heart ♥

2009-10-11T17:44:00.003+08:00

Buying Baby a 21st birthday present was really difficult.
The day before I On to my Pressie Hunting..I did ask Baby...

Cyrushan: Baby wht do you need most currently?
Baby: hmmmmm...Aldo, Topshop, Miss Selfridge, Armani, Dior, Chanel....[n so on]
Cyrushan: =.='''

The day off to hunting........
Walk and Walk and Walk.......really dono wht to buy for baby. I called Yanny thrice I guess..I can hear her voice was like....abit feddup d....!!!

And I SAW SOMETHING...................which every 21st girl should have tht.

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Before I decided to buy it. I already knew baby wouldnt like it. but its unique....
and Among my frens..thy know I love to buy unique stuffs.

so please bear with me if you have decided me as the present hunter. hahaahaha...

Baby says, "Its usable..!! dont worry.....I can hit your head with it if you Speak something wrongly!^^"

Cyrus says, "I shouldnt have buy that. ><" Baby dont laaaaaaaaa...!!!"

Slurps! Slurps!

2009-10-06T00:12:00.006+08:00

Its time for me to slurps all the way I can.^^

Since I've been loving slurpee since high school and heres 7eleven presenting us the slurpeelicious contest!!

First snap the most creative Slurpeelicious face and exciting moment face with Slurpee... Slurp all the way you can.^^ Second submit your creativeness picha to slurpeelicious@nuffnang.com

heres a slurpeelicious moment of mine to grab the grand prize of RM6000 .>____<" Wooosh!!

Chill with Slurpee!!

or will this *pointing below* be better????
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the 1st or 2nd??

ps: rmbr VOTE me {HongShanYng} at http://www.slurpee.com.my during the voting period [19th - 25th OCTOBER2009] Thankyou.

Days after Exams1.

2009-10-01T21:29:00.008+08:00

Remember that I did mention on the previous post, I went shopping and dinner at takahashi.

Less words less craps less explaining may you proceed to pichas. ^^

What I bought was a flat....

Mom says I do need flats since I've been always heels heels heels. ><" lol

....and a wedges heels.^^

and a belt.

All together was RM145 after the 30% discount RM101.50 ^^

Dinner at Takahashi.

What got me tempted was they have hagendaz icecream which Ipoh here don't have. >__<" and special burgers...*pointing down*
5kinds of sauce and spices but mana malaysia's favourite maggi chilli sauce and tomato? hahahahha..><" My mom had the promosional set which cost RM19.90 the ori price was RM26.90 Which include....

A mushroom soup

Main course: UnagiDon

Side dish: fried dumplings [WO TIT] in canto.^^

Add on Hagendaz icecream 2scoop for only RM3.90 which the ori price was RM8.90

What CyrusButton had was....

Takahashi's Wasabi Mayo Chickenchop RM12.90

this was good. the combination of the wasabi sause with mayo was really amazing...^^

below are the drinks we had and the unique tamago banana pizza[RM16.90]. the combination of banana and tamago wasnt really tempting but if its only the tamago that taste really nice.... shud change your menu...lolx.^^

We wasnt able to finish the pizza and pack home. My maid said it was good....!! hahahah...The end.^^

MakeuplogyOne

2009-09-30T22:45:00.011+08:00

At last the day has come to an end.
And its the start of my reborn day after the 21days in hell!! weee~~~!!
It will be also holidays, vacations [maybe bangkok or hatyai], outings with babes, clubbings, updating blog on time, not to forget for some dramas lolx, rotting, facial & treatments and shoppings [which I just did on the last day of my exams with mom which I always claim her as my walking BANK].

Since Mom sees me suffering during exams which I did cried over the phone during exam days. She granted me two pairs of shoes and a belt and also a Dinner at Takahashi. lolx. With the birthday card I got from Padini I was given 30% off. The first thing goes thru my brain was HEELs...!! So right after I got back from that LousyTown kampar..straightaway Mom and I headed to Jusco for Dinner and some shoppings.

Talking bout the last paper which is Business Research, was a disaster!! I thought it will be more than 50% analysis and hypothesis stuffs but it came out more than 50% "minor theories". ><" Minor eyyy....!!! which is those definitions in the notes which we usually ignores it...because its normally MINOR. Aiks....and guess what...??? I was so Clumsy to left my whole stack of notes in the Uni without knowing it till I got home. Hopefully I pass that paper so that it will be worth it for me to left the notes...*pray hard* >_____<"

On that last day my paper starts at 2.00pm, but I dont have the heart to study because ITs LAST DAY PPL!!! ^^ What I did was spending my time to camwhore and makeup [trying to cover my pimples and looks the best for last day.lolx.].
Maple usually named me Camwhore Queen and I usually dont admit that hahaha...because there are lots ppl out there do camwhore way more than me. lolx.

here some pichas how to get a simple look just nice for anywhere..Oops..not dinner or Glamour la. ><" hahahah..

What I need everysingle day was this. Its like would be dying if I'm without it. lolx ><"

Its an eyetalk. Thr's once baby ask me....."wht is this baby???" i answered "its a remarkable thing you would ever see, once you put on your eye....your eye speaks...!! hahahaha" baby stared at me with a lame expression....but i was laughing like hell. hahaha...
Actually its an double eyelid glue. ^^ This was the best I ever used. Other than this, all are useless, thy gave me skins allergy cause of the glue was moisturizing-LESS, and too strong for making double eyelid.
What I add on my wishlist was...getting my eye cut!!! ^^ but daddy will definitely wont allow. fuck la. ><" Isnt he sad seeing me without a single eyelid.....??? but I AM REALLY depressed and tired. T_T

Getting my eye and foundy and covermark done.^^

These are what I usually used for my face and lips.
From left : Fasio's foundy, Rimmer's concealer, Faceshop's tint blusher, Lancome lipgloss.

These are for my eyes.
From left: Skinfood's brow, Fasio's liquid liner, MarjolicaMarjoca's mascara, Cybercolor's glitter liner, lash curler

Liners Done . Brows Done!!! ^^

Lashes done...^^

FYI, I do put falsies.. sometimes..^^ falsies are nice, pretty, glamour and FUN.^^
And its time to go for my very last paper..lolx If for others...they will glued their eyes to the notes for the very last moment...but thats not me..^^ haha..

ps: babytoy is already been demolished.dont ask why.^^

It's Carmen's Day

2009-09-26T20:46:00.015+08:00

First of all....
Due to the lengthy Exams I am not able to be at her side on the very special day of hers. ><"
here I would like to wish my

Brilliant Baby Carmen Happy Birthday!!!

[eh..didnt realize when i was typing..its BBC!! hahaha..]

Actually I wanted to post this entry on the day of her birthday.. and the lazy me did it!! ^^ But it was only with a few sentences and the lazy me Quoted to be cont.!! hahaha..sorry baby.><" Mentioning bout baby, I would like to introduce to you the baby I've been mentioning on few of my previous post. AND please.....! dont be mistaken that its BABYTOY ok!!!! lolx. I started to know Baby since Form3 [year2003], where our classes combine during moral lessons. Baby was in short hair "really really short". As in wht ppl always says BoyCut! lolx. That was the time when Baby started to bring comics to class...and intro to us. And guess what...It was those love comics with "XXX"..hahaha..

Anyhow, Baby was not being discriminated for bringing "such" comics to classes. Somehow, She influenced us. Some of the days after school, we will be like heading to ParksonParade which is our Neighbour....hunting for Comics. lolx...baby you did influence us Eyyy..!!

We were then classmates in our year4 and 5...which was days with laughters and hatreds and arguements and so on and on..

Let me tell you a secret of her during highschool days..*baby I know you gonna killed me* hehehe... Baby has a sickness...its only sickness la...not those kind of disease which in uncurable..haha.. shes now 80% cured.^^ She has this weird daring attitude, which when she see pretty stuffs "stuffs belongs to other ppl"....she has the intention to either cut it or ripped it. can i call those sickness ITCHY HAND? hahahahaha...bsides having the intention, she really DID it. she once cut a frens colorful pencil box with the siccors helding on her hand when shes cutting something. lolx. That time, when I was with really really long hair which I hate it when ppl was trying to ruin my hair...I will like "yerrrrrrrrrr!!!!!" with my nasal voice. hahaha.. but what baby did was dont care..and she will like out of a sudden and ruin the hair.><" we somehow ended bursting in laughter. Maybe that was Baby's sense of humor..^^ but then I still love her...

After year5 of highschool. baby decided to lock herself at her homesweethome and planted her hair!!!! hahaha.. It grew till shoulder length when we met in college.^^

We even went to the same college, but we headed pursuing in different courses. That was how we were separated for quite sometime. It was also because of she found her truelove and ditched me...lolx *kidding*. We have our very own new frens which we have no time for us. And also that moment, there was this bitch whos always influencing me of how bad Baby is. and I did believe in her with Max.Stupidity. T__T

sorry baby..!! Ohya!!!! this was the time where baby's hair grew and grew and grew, longer and longer and longer.

After two years, we are now bond together again the babyhood. it was suppose to be sistahood but it sounds not good hahaha.. babyhood is better right baby??

Baby now has grown to a much more elegant sexy gorgeous lady.^^ As she always says macam SexBom. hahahaha... Let me describe her

Baby has those loose sexy curls. [It drops all the way down to her waist. imagine the baby before boycut and the baby with long sexy curls now. lolx]
Babys is with a nice figure.
Baby's skin are flawless and fair. [we are always envy of this ><"]
Baby has those mesmerizing eyes. [which makes ppl misunderstood sometimes. haha.. baby you know what I'm trying to tell right?]
Baby has nice Boobs. [did I just mention boobs? Oops..!]
Baby has sexy legs. [which theres ppl did mention it before.^^]
Ohya...! Rabbit teeth. those two cute front upper teeth. hehehe...

ps: during the days of rotting cause of exams...baby keep on complaining that her butt went saggy d. lolx. and shes now off to GYM to lift up back her sexy butt. hahaha

So you can imagine the NOW baby????

baby don't kill me k? lolx

Tada...this BabyCarmen!!

this was the curls before she reperm it.
MrsTuen says...it looks natural. but she deny that and perm again. hahahaha
but it really looks better after the re-perm baby. baby can I say lagi SexBom?? lolx

the adorable side of baby.^^
with the tighter curls a month after re-perm if i'm not mistaken.^^

PS :

baby......I think you look good with GD like this...^^ *flattered?* hehehehehe

All I Have To Give ♥

2009-09-22T02:41:00.005+08:00

Another rainy night. ><"
First of all falling in love with you wasn't that Grateful at all.

From the very beginning I said to myself, I would not fall for you. Somehow when days goes on and on......feeling the way you Tad myhead, the hugs we been through and the conversations we been through....Though you seldom response much in the conversation but everyword was like pamperation to me.

Mayb to you it was just Customer Service and I was just a Nagging Client who is not gonna give you any profit which annoys you..

I may sometimes do particular stuffs which is out of control. You got annoyed and pissed and I cried out of nothing. But it is because of I love you that makes me lose control sometimes.

When the time before I got any serious yet, you were so sweet and caring. We mingling around each other and that does not at all bring sadness. Thought through it, I felt it was all my fault who brought things to be serious and make you got what I mean and what you did was........clicked on the reject button and told me that you doesnt mean to hurt me.

Life goes on..... where I built walls around my heart and then you just tremble it all like no one's business.

You joke to me you love me, I was half happy half clueless, cause I knew that wasn't true and I just dont want to know that it wasn't true at all. I dont have the feeling of facing the fact.

But by the time I am not, the Fact just goes right infront of my face and forces me to accept it by poking needles into my heart and tears just rolls down my cheek and days went gloomy. You know that I am such a Fool thats why you were bored and you fool me with that.

If now you fool me with that again, I would just have tell you this "Fuck off mylife!!!! Go get a Fucking life of yours!!!"

You have empty out my love until it's all gone...But my feelings for you still shows. You made me so confuse that I should hate you or miss you? should I slap you or hug you?

Sometimes I just sit by and think of something and all I thought was the soul who has disappeared infront of me, who has lost his way back, who used to be who he is which is not wht he is now.

Above maybe only words, but there are aloads of feelings burried underneath. It is pretty clear that I have already wrote out the reason of loving you til now. Nomatter how much you been hurting me and how many times you been fooling me.

Seeing you been so emo lately makes me felt even worst! I guess you are in the situation I been before. It felt awwful right???

I had always wished...............

I wish I could be the one who can cheer you up but that wasnt me.
I wish I could give the world to you but mylove is all I have to give ,
I wish I was the one you picked but somehow you were the one I chose,
I wish you were my hope, yes you are but you always took it back,
I wish I could bring you laughter but everytime I tried my best you werent responding and
I wish you were all I needed but you are not, I'm not what you want either.

Glanzing at your page everyday, gazing at the profile picture filled with the flawless girl who you love made me felt underrestimated.
And it made me let go off something I wouldnt want to, cause I have learnt that it wasnt meant to be.
Seeing her gorgeous look comparing to myself, I know why I dont even stand the slightest position in your heart.

throught my eyes you really can see how much I love you, adore you, hearts you, need you, and how much you mean to me. ♥

ps: hopefully that you're reading myblog.

RandomBored.

2009-09-17T00:21:00.011+08:00

Its exams season!!!!! and...
eyes got swollen day by day!!
dark circles getting darker n larger soon like a panda!!
face got bloated due to lack of sleep.
stress burdens me everyday..............!!! ><"
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I lose weight..............hehehehehehe..^^
is really proven stress will either gain weight or lose weight.
for my situation I lose weight if I've been burden by STRESS..

B.T.W
Kissables are just the right companion during exams.^^
They're not like others [M&Ms, Nips, etc].
Although they are the same though..as in they are still chocs, same colors, same crunchycrunchy.^^
but I found out the difference of Kissables from other brands.
It is that....they may look really colorfull..and remember Mom always say when during out kids times whr we always WHINE for M&Ms..hahaha..

at a groceryshop
cyrus: Mi........!!! *pointing at the choc's area* I want M&M!!!
Mom: NO! come lets go home.
cyrus: I Wantttttttt....*pout* ><"
Mom: I say NO dear. it has lots of coloring n high in sugar not good for ur teeth. do you want nice white shine teeth?...later u will lose all ur teeth.
cyrus: *black face* orh.

The difference is.......the color will not stain on ur tongue or teeth. where else for M&Ms...u tongue will b stain with colors due to the colorings on the chocs fade..even ur fingers will get colored! As for Kissables not even a single color gets to ur fingers or tongue or teeth.
And and and......
the chocs are smooth...it melts right away.><" aiks...I want MORE KISSABLEs....!!!

I guess Kissables is the best choice of chocs for kids.^^ MOM I want kissables!!><"

A random picha of me.^^

11days more to go. and I will be FREE.^^

Stressiology

2009-09-11T21:09:00.003+08:00

Exams!

Exams!!
Exams!!!Exams!
Exams!!
Exams!!!Exams!
Exams!!
Exams!!Exams!
Exams!!
Exams!!!!Exams!
Exams!!
Exams!!!Exams!
Exams!!
Exams!!!

hmmmmm......Round1, K.O!

You're qualify to proceed to the next Round!
Round2
[Cyrushan]
V.S
[Operating Management UBMM2013]
on 15th September.
Be ready at E109, 2.00pm noon.
Wish me luck people!!!!

아자 아자 파이팅 ~~~~!!!

ps: editing skills not that good.^^ mind me..hee...

Switched her Job.

2009-09-01T02:25:00.009+08:00

It was a sudden shock that I no longer crys for you. But laughing on whats happening right nw and before...!!! I really cant stop laughing on the same story came from several channels with different Genres!!! OMFG...what is this now??? competing on Who's Gonna Be Cyrus's next Flim Director!! hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahhahaha......*LMAO*

Let me tell you. That's a bullshit!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe I'm in a craze now. or maybe NOT! >__<" But is funny ey...!! You told me it was FAKE and she told me it was REAL! So...who do I belief now? You or her?....

Aiya.........it does not matters anymore...but then....I am eager to get more versions of different genre same story ey!!...if "You" have time...tell me more Okay??!! LOL......

*pinched myself* Ouch!!...><" okay..I'm in the real world. and I am here announcing...... "You will always be the babytoy I like to play but toys will get old oneday and value droped! Your value is dropping drastically man..!!! at the moment right now........you are not old yet...but value dropping only...hee.. nvm..I will still play cause you havent get old yet ma!. hahahaha... moreover you are the chosen one among tons of them...Oops.!

why I so sayang you leh.....lets see....cause you are DAMN damn damn notty or.........!!! lolx

B.T.W..babytoy. and F.Y.I......you should be proud of yourself!....ppl do get jealous of you having an owner like me okay! faster....go flattered now!! hahahahaha... who would do all this for you? the answer is ME. who would take pictures with dramatic makeups just to give you a simple bday wish? the answer is ME! who spams your FB?? the answer is ME! who would waste time to make that lovely bento for you?? the answer is ME. ^^v who made you a Handmade bdaycard? me....! who asked you stupid questions? that would be me. Who's the one hates you. scolding you. and then ended up sayang you? the answer is me also. Who treats you as a lovable toy...while others thought you werent? Cyrus do! Who tortures you?..hehe..me.^^v Who blogs about you..?? answer is me. Who makes ppl get jealous of you? Cyrus do! Who puts you in a Circle? for sure you knew who. Who calls you Babytoy? ME la..............who else?? hahahahaha..

Flattered????????? Babytoy I know you are cute and adorable and notty....but not too over okay...!

Okay enough of what's above..^^
Heres something for you.......

Aiya..is just a picture..but I cant deny...I do looks good in here [perasantan]!!^^ *flattered* hehehe

The conclusion is, I switched my Fulltime cryer to a Fulltime laugher! haha...I gets better pay..*wink wink*

Noted: Boys will always be boys.^^v

Define - Forget.

2009-08-29T23:05:00.004+08:00

Everyone has always wanted to forget something that hurt them the most or sad stories or awful stuffs. We sometimes says you've to forgive to forget, and forget to feel again. Its easy to say to forget something but is hard when you really wants to erase it. We forget something sometimes is because that something isnt that important....

less words less letters less typings....
Lets see the definitions of Forget in Dictionary.com

1.	to cease or fail to remember; be unable to recall: to forget someone's name.

2.	to omit or neglect unintentionally: I forgot to shut the window before leaving.

3.	to leave behind unintentionally; neglect to take: to forget one's keys.

4.	to omit mentioning; leave unnoticed.

5.	to fail to think of; take no note of.

6.	to neglect willfully; disregard or slight.

.......but why I cant forget you is because you're important. People asked me to just forget you and mybaby always says "who cares??". My mind would set up these words "who cares??". and It's like my mind knows what is right but my heart is being retarded and still cares. If forgetting you is that easy, there wouldnt be these words "I miss you!". It would be a pleasure if I know you're missing me too. but you're not. and I know you wouldnt be mine. I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about you. But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.
I thought I'd forget you, but I guess I forgot to. Because from the very beginning you have planted on my heart a flower named "Forget me not!".

Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend.

Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before. You have always asked why would I fall for you that much?? I have always answered you...there's no reason to fall for someone and it is always an unacceptable answer for you. heres a better answer I got in my mind "Because I believe when people say love is blind...I must have been blind to love a person like you". You have not blinded my eyes, but you've blinded my heart. I Love You is only 3words, but why does it worth a million? then could you answer me this?? and also why am I afraid to lose you, when you're not even mine? In conclusion, I hate you for not even letting me to have you. and I guess I will love you then. Is like you kick him off the cliff and ran down and catch him back. or You wanted to slap him but you kissed him.If You Really Love Something Set It Free. If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not..It Wasn't Meant To Be. The End.

Toylogy for Dummies

2009-08-28T00:52:00.009+08:00

First of all..do you have a toy??? supposingly...you will thought of Toys when we are still in childhood time..!! ^^ but for Girls like us at the age of early 20s doesnt not play barbie anymore mydear...... we play Toys!! living toys! who does has feelings!.. :) hehehehehe...

These toys can be stubborn, adorable, cute, lingering, a kind one, NOTTY ones (like mine ><"), good, too good, complicated, irressistable, weird, funny, sweet, sensual, and what so ever la....just that they are really cute and adorable and notty which makes you wanna torture them LIFELY! hahahaha...

Less words...Less talk..Less crap..may we proceed to the ultimate toylogy for dummies:-

Lesson 1
+ Present your Toy a Torturelogy. You must be wondering...........................................

smack him???

hit him....????

pinch him....????

fight..?????

hmmmmmmm....no no no no..!

What you should do is......... Spam his FB's wall, fill up his page with your face!!
he will get annoyed and got suffocated*evil smile* kekeke.. ...
FB is such a declaring place. dont you agree?? no privacy pun...><" there's "highlights" "notifications" "updates"...."tags" and so much more..Fuck man...!!
B.T.W...babytoy i know you likes it. hehehehehehehehehehehe

But one thing...you wouldnt wants him to hates you right?? so dont get too over.....
Just spam whatever you like. love quotes. i miss you quotes. sweetlove quotes...n so on.
You can get them here.^^v *peace*

Introducing to you an example:-
my *SPAMMING* towards my BabyToy!

I spammed babytoy like almost 20+++ posts. which I fills babytoy's page till no one else face but mines!! hehehe....

see!!! proven!!! my face only! hahahahaha...

scrolling down...here comes my FACE again.!! huhu

and finally babytoy response to my spam. and babytoy is kinda MAD. Oops...sorry babytoy! I didnt mean to do that. *puppy eyes* I just cant resist to ""sayang"" you by spamming your wall.!! ^^v
babytoy was like so so so mad. hehehehe...
In conclusion, mission completed! The investigation on Torture using FB is successfully completed and it can be officially calls "Torturelogy"!

Noted: Once you investigates something that name will be added "logy". eg: if you investigates social. it is call sociology! ^^ and here I officially introduce to you all TORTURELOGY!

ps: he is a Toy, a Toy which i likes to play alot.

Happy Birth Day!

2009-08-25T01:13:00.005+08:00

Fresh air,

Fresh idea,
Fresh talent,
Fresh energy,

Here I wish you, myBirthdayBoy to have a.....

Special Sunday
Marvelous Monday
Tasty Tuesday
Wonderful Wednesday
Thankful Thursday
Friendly Friday
Successful Saturday...

and last but not least Happy Birth Day Dear!

Issues by TheSaturdays <3

2009-08-24T01:55:00.008+08:00

Sometimes I feel like I'm going out of my mind,
Boy the way you do me is a damn crime,
But then you smile at me and it's alright,
With you there ain't any in between...

Every time that I walk out the door
I tell myself I can't take it no more
There's a part of me won't let you go
I keep saying yes when my minds' saying' no...

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues.

It's Awful, boy you leave me hangin' for so long
You empty out my love until it's all gone
You change the words but still it's the same song
I'm tired of the melody

Change my number and throw out your clothes
But my feelings for you, it still show
I keep building a wall round my heart
But then I see you it all falls apart...

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you (damn I wish)
Can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues.

Why fight it, Can't hide it
Truth is I think I like it
Confusion, illusions
Still I don't know which way to go,

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you,
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues

Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you (I don't know)

I just wish that I know whats happening and what you're thinking.
But somehow I just decided to Flung all away. I need a break!!
Me and MyToys we have issues. LOLx.

Cheerup.^^

Linger by Cranberries

2009-08-18T00:33:00.005+08:00

If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.

I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.

I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger...
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger...
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

And I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

sorry to tell you all. I'm learning to let go. I would rather love myself more.^^
I've decided that Idontwanttoloveyouanymorelighterboy!
This is what you wants right?? So please dont come back asking me foolish questions again. I really dono What I will do again.
one more thing. I'm Sorry to Myself.!!!

Bentos = LoveShower

2009-08-16T15:55:00.008+08:00

Hmmmm...so oh so...Japanese huh!!.^^ anyway..FYI, boys love japanese girls. heres are some tips...make it for your boyfriends or the guy you fancy. When they receive, they will give you the *Awwwwwwww...* look!!! lolx. everyone will be like tht even your mom or dad will be happy if you make these cute bentos for them. Is another technique of how to Shower people with love!! I loves to shower ppl with Love. Ppl are glad to be my frens. cause I always cheer them up!! *flattered* ><"

and some girlfriend just deny it when the poor boyfriends always ask them to cook. They will just give accusses like "Don't ever ask me to cook! I will burn down the whole house! *sweet smile*" or "I can cook. I will cook Maggi for you. hehe.." or "I will try!" [NATO girls which makes their poor borfriends waited for centuries. lolx] ...in the end the poor boyfriends will cook the meal as the girlfriends ask them to do so..sweetly. but what to do...sometimes you really cant deny that guys cooks better than girls.^^ [no offense ppl] Sorry if i make you terasa...! If you did Terasa..means what I'm saying is really True! Oops....I'm sorry to reveal you. ><"

Bentos Ingredients : Food Box:-

Hotdogs [cut into octopus shape]
Hams
Bacons
Japanese rice[if you are making onigiri or sushis] or....
Spaghetti
Asparagus or any other veggies of your choice.
Organic Veggie. [their colors are nice for decorations and bentos is always bout healthy!]
Eggs >> Tamagos
Seaweeds
Edamames
Colorings...[pink always] cause is lovely.^^

here are some pichas of Bentos-FoodBox

this was the berry berry first bento I made.^^ It took me 5hours to complete both food n fruit box.

another simple one for my younger cousin sis. made for her to bring to school. <3>

this was made for my elder cousinsis to bring to work.^^

this lovely one was for him. <3>

Fruit Box:-

Kiwis
Strawberries
Blackberries
Green Apples
Grapes
Cherries
Konyaku Jelly
or any salad mixing
Cherry Tomato

Pichas.....^^

this is match with the very first food box

this was made for him.

The japanese girl here is always hurt by him. Actually it was more than enough already. but I just wan more. cause I'm stuck with the word "Occupy"!!! It was all because of the 4letters.

LoveyoutotheMax myDear.

Fulltime Cryer

2009-08-15T21:56:00.006+08:00

Its really hard to predict what you're thinking and what you want. You are giving me hope again and again you take it back. Thru my instinct I know you dont love her. Neither me. you still love your Expiry. I also know that I'm giving you miserable life. I'm Sorry dear. Everytime I sees you I dont wish for any conversation, I just wants to Cry infront of you. But you dont even bother. why...?? a single tear rolls down her cheek, looking right at him just to wish for some pamperation, and all he do was...look away.

After consideration, you're my toy, a toy that I like to play. No toy sharing!!! Toobad...I'm the only child, my Mom pampered me alot.^^ If you really thinks its a game, boy I sure will play with you till the END.!!! Sorry mydear. Anyway you are always my pamperation. You know what makes me happy to the Max right?...

ps: loveyoutotheMax lighterboy!

Coming Soon.

2009-08-06T23:20:00.008+08:00

Blogging soon...^^

rmbr I told ya before bout my prettyboy tutor Julian. goin to post some pichas of him soon for you guys to have a look.^^
2ndly, goin to blog bout bento makings
3rdly, my favorite cupcakes
4thly, presentations
5th...my gosh..I have so much post to blog. wtf..!
I have been damn lazy nowadays. shud name myself a new name. in stead of Cyrus lets change to Laysee.^^ any comments?? lmao
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ps: MissYouToTheMax LighterBoy.
below is another pretty gift I present to lighterboy.^^ Its the same thing.the symbol!!

*guessing*????

Its lollipop again. and this time is 10batang!!! haha The story was like this. It was a challenge for him to finish up 10lolli in 24hrs. [I'm cruel can! poisoning him sugars.*evil smile*] lolx. I came thru this idea..while v were conversing on the phone..It started with..I asked "do you miss me??"
he answered "nope! but somehow I miss the lollipop!^^" and then...v tok n tok n tok n tok....crap n crap n crap....and I challenge him. he accepted...and conclusion DEAL!!! *happy* Frm tht onwards...where ever I go..whenever I see ChupaChups...I'll pick n buy!..nomatter is in Jusco, 7|11, minimarket, Uni's canteen or groceries..!! I bought alot of them..but I could only pick 10best flavors which I thought is best.heee... since I'm gifting again..lets make it pretty again. huhu. Lets not tok much. move on to pichas.

It was made into a LollipopBouquet

Frontview

Topview

BetapaKuCintaPadamu

OperationManagement-ing.><"

2009-07-30T17:23:00.002+08:00

Its been so damn tired this few days. my brain got cramp after a 2days nonstop functioning for assignments.
safety caution = Do not Function your Brain for more than 16hrs. you need 8hrs rest.

Stuffs I did.
- assignments
- assignments
- assignments
- assignments
- assignments
- assignments
- assignments
- assignments
- assignments
- midterm's revision
- midterm's revision
- midterm's revision
- midterm's revision
- midterm's revision
- midterm's revision
- midterm's revision
- midterm's revision

goin to sit for my OMmidterm [calculation subj] tomorrow.
may god bless me. *amen* ^^

*off my butt n back to STARDEE*^^

noted: i love you lighterboy.

AcoholsNight

2009-07-25T16:37:00.012+08:00

It was an awfull day. And also a Sickening day >__<”

There’s this Human trying to judge me that I need to take precaution on what I’m consuming into my Body. And FYI…u don’t really know me…you don’t really know how much do I consume either. Though I like mcD and cheese cakes, I says I like it doesn’t mean I consume them in a huge PORTION and every day or even everymeals...Fuck la. FYI again, I don’t even take a bite of mcD once a month. It’s so sad can…having you in this world who does not even mirror yourself before you really having JudgementBusiness.

BTW. My pichas looks different because is all bout ANGLE and SKILLs. Why do I need to take ugly pichas of myself instead I’m born with a skill of how to capture it in a NICE Angle. Even ANTM’s models needs to pose with the RIGHT ANGLE for the best pichas. Like TyraBanks always says….”Angle...Angle girl!!!…where’s your angle?? You know you need to pose it right so it won’t make you look short or FLAT.”

Two Words, 14alphabets = “Mirror Yourself!”

After all this discriminating stuffs, I decide to head for an alcohol night. I guess not much typing @ reading d. Lets move on to Pichas! ^^

the DJ says he loves my TonguePierce *flattered* ^^v huhu.
because...

.......it blings..^^

*smooch*

i guess i'm a little tipsy.^^

its a GOD. but a pig GOD.>__<" don't ever ask me to tok good bout you k. cause i really dono ur Angel side. but i only knws ur vulnerableDevil side.hahahahaha.

seemay and me

I didnt really took much pichas with others. Cause is all bout Alcohols for destressing .and I consume it too Fast. lolx. So conclusion, I'm a little Tipsy for taking pichas...LOL.^^

ps: I will payback you a Free lesson. Don't worry my fren.^^

It was always You.

2009-07-22T20:37:00.004+08:00

"I asked. You said NO.
You hurt me with your words.
I take it in a good manner and in a hardway.
I let go and thats all."
somehow.
The sparks just doesn't seems to get lost.
Everytime recalling back. I would have just rmbr those sweetmoments.
First of all.
I honestly believed in you.
You gave me lotsa hope.
And you took it away all in just a glimpse.
Not even leaving a single of it.
I should've known this ain't a fairytale.
But then.
NO Hatred towards you.
You still gives me sparks.
I always wonder.what am I to you? a Toy?
I've put you in a circle not in the heart.
Is because circle goes round and heart can be break easily.
Somehow you've put me in the heart instead of a circle.
The heart just breaks.
And it became a brokenheart.
Is not because of what you have that gives me sparks.
There is sparks in me is not because you are someone else special in something.
It was You for being yourself.
You've already remains a vivid stain in my heart.
Everytime I speaks for you.
It turns out to be protection.
After all this stuffs, I don't even pollutes you.
I still protects you.
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You weren't supposed to mean that much to me.
I wasn't supposed to put you in the circle and let you put me in the heart.
But after considerations, You still remains in the circle dear.

ps: betapa ku cinta padamu.

Confidence

2009-07-22T12:17:00.005+08:00

As today’s title might b related to LB.^^ you might be thinking “Why?” “Any relations?” Or “wht am I goin to share today??” XD lolx.

Is regarding on Confidence…Everyone is drawn to Confident, enthusiastic people!! Perhaps an example : LeongJiaYii! [for those who knows her] today in tutorial jiayii did a really good presentation on the WBS of building a House. The whole class was flooded with laughter thanks to her humor. She explains excitedly “what is a framework?” which turns up too excited till she says “a framework means…err err a framework la!” we was like hahahahahha. She switch her channel into few languages too. Eg : “Jung chi![cantonese] Is like that la”, “Runtuh…![malay]” and ofcourse the main channel was Eng.!

BBA7's CEO. Ms.Leong.

Ok enough of Jiayii our BBA.7’s CEO>>[ChiefEntertainmentOfficer] d…!

Back to the main point Confidence. FYI…Women actually wants a Man to be Confident. So Do Men want that in a Woman too!! I had once asked all my girlfriends “What qualities do you most look for in a guy, man or Boy??” their Answer???.....the big switch-On was Confidence!>>“I like guys who are Confident. He can be a Chicken. But if he’s a confident Chicken…Then is ok for me.!” LOLx. No narrow tinking. *chicken* ahahahah..XD

Besides that, Men too like Confident Women. ^^ Again I did ask my “boy” friends before…once after their date. “How was it?” the typical males will just mutters “Oh…it was ok!”^^ but then one of my friends once said to me “Well…she just doesn’t seems to have her life together!” In other words, she did not have a confident sense of direction about her life. Oh…toobad. Haha…><” Men always make that complaint. So remember be confident in yourself when you’re on the first date with your Right one.

Ok...So you’re still expecting more……Why it relates to LB?? lolx. This post is to tell people out there. Don’t be such a Pussy, if you have anything with that particular person, just confront them confidently!! No Confidence??.....go back to your cage and “Meow…” your life. Thankyou. ^^v

PS: Don’t wait too long to reveal your shared interest or it will seem like you’re being complicated. Emerge as a confident BIG CAT, not a lonely little kitty. Which you may think it looks cute so that people will approach you first. Haha. “bullshit la!” ><” lolx.

Mr.Marthi's words : Everytime you "Voice out Loudly" it will build the confidence in you to keep talking and have confidence in your opinion.